oh no.

i'm starting to get bad muscle spasms again,
i hate this part right here.

but on a brighter note,
i have horseback riding in the morning.
it's so therapeutic. today at work
i was daydreaming and for some reason
i just got this feeling like i need/want
to be in a horseshow this summer.
you know when you can picture yourself there
and get all excited? i'm ready. it's been too long!
i will ride til i die.

then i am going to the TOPS xmas party
WITHOUT derek because he doesn't want to go.
lol. i mean it's free food, though?