well, you see...

sometimes i feel invisible.
sometimes i feel like a failure.
sometimes i feel like i have no voice.
sometimes i feel like i am not good enough.
sometimes i feel like i am too good.
sometimes i feel like i could do better.
sometimes i feel like it could only get worse.
sometimes i feel hopeless.
sometimes i feel scared.
sometimes i feel like nothing could phase me.
sometimes i feel love.
sometimes i feel hate.
sometimes i feel crazy.
sometimes i feel screwed up.
sometimes i feel alone.
sometimes i feel attacked.
sometimes i feel angry.
sometimes i feel broken.
sometimes i feel like i made the wrong decision.
sometimes i feel like i ruined a good thing.
sometimes i feel like i blame everyone else.
sometimes i feel like i take the blame for everyone else.
sometimes i feel like i make excuses for other people.
sometimes i feel like a one man army.
sometimes i feel violated.
sometimes i feel like i dissapoint.
sometimes i feel proud of myself.
sometimes i feel accomplished.
sometimes i feel anxious.
sometimes i feel like nobody wants to listen.
sometimes i feel like i have nothing to say.
sometimes i feel like i don't know who i am.
sometimes i feel invincible.
sometimes i feel defeated.
sometimes i feel like i don't know what i feel, exactly.

but i always feel like things will get better.
that there is something to look forward to.
that this is not the end.
and maybe that's a fault, maybe that's why
i get stepped on and am often dissapointed.
maybe i should stop finding the positives in
the negative; and just take things as they are.

but i'd like to think it keeps me sane.

because instead of wondering why people go crazy...
maybe we should wonder why they don't.

-mints.