and, could you tell me one more time that i am real?

well, i havent had much time to post.
i still want to post the kittens allison
is fostering.
wait, i can do that now!

okay but what i really wanted to discuss with myself
is the fact that there ARE things that cannot be explained.
i watched this oprah that was recorded the other day
about hypnosis and past lives. and i saw indiana jones which
is obviously not real, but the crystal skulls, are a real thing.
they come from mayan civilizations, and are these skulls
made of crystal, and scientists still can't figure out how
they made them 5,000 years ago, because for them to be as
perfect as they are, they would have needed lasers, or a
buffer. and they didn't. and legend is that these skulls were
sent from their gods.
and that the world is supposed to end
in 2012, and these skulls are supposed to be placed in a circle
to save the world.
there are supposed to be 13, i think we've found 12.
also, the skulls have energies and such things.
kinda creepy.

so anyways on oprah, i think it was dr.oz
that said we need to look around and wonder
how real the world really is.
that sparked my interest and got me thinking...
how many times have i been somewhere and things
have not felt real, like they weren't really
happening. i feel like that all the time.
i just blame it on my horrible memory.
but what do you think of coincidences, luck,
when everything seems to go your way,
or vice versa?
it blows my mind.

but these people who got hypnotized went back
to memories of past lives, and it explained
a lot of their current fears and whatnot.
i'd like to say i believe it all.
they knew a little too much information
about themselves, their surroundings,
and they really felt they were there,
grown men were crying and everything.
and they knew a lot about other people, too.
the one lady told the man all about his daughter
and wife, and his father, how he passed and all that
things she would not have known.
if the brain can really contain information
of past lives. the one lady said she had
been on earth 86 times.
then it's even more magnificent than i thought.
to hold that much information,
memories of 86 whole lives.
to instill those fears and everything in us still.
no matter how buried the information is, it's still there.
i guess i won't know until i die if this is for real.

and last but not least. aliens.
ive always been interested in aliens
ever since i was little. and the older i get,
i don't grow out of it...i just believe more.
i def. believe they are out there.
hello, area 51?
two of the aliens were dead, and one
was barely alive. they were REAL.
it's crazy to think of aliens flying down
on us, but...
i don't know. and i don't think looking on
planets is going to help us find them.
i think they live in another dimension.
and can you imagine what that dimension
might look like?
it's mind blowing.
and some people are too closed minded to imagine
the fact that there is another dimension, but
there is. there has to be other solar systems.
other galaxies.

i just want to make it clear that,
i do not believe in god in
any of this.

i also don't think that as humans, we have
a purpose on earth, i think that we are just
animals too advanced for our own good.
if a dog doesn't have a purpose on earth,
why would we?
i think while we're here we should just LIVE.
because that's really all we were made for,
to live and give life, and ENJOY
all the other living things.
if anybody asked me my purpose in life,
that's exactly what i'd tell em.
to enjoy it.


-mints.