i know you haven't made your mind up yet...
but i would never do you wrong.
i've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

morgan freeman does not want.

i've always admired him




i think he has a valid point,
and respect him for being
so honest.

LOVE!

so excited for alabama.

sophie is preggers! my little worm
is gonna have babies! yayyy! they will be
the cutest little coton malti-poos EVER!

so um anyways, my little brother is in love
and i think it is the cutest thing
it almost makes me tear up!





tell me they aren't adorable!
and he is wearing the shirt i bought him
for christmas.
ah to be young and in love?!
i never had the pleasure but i am
very happy for him.

obama nation!

this post has nothing to do with how happy i am
and proud to have obama as my president.


my dad took this. i am so
antm. lol.
i think it's a cool picture, though.


i dyed my hair.
derek helped me.
i didnt feel like waiting for
allison.
it's really dark.
but i like it.



happy birthday!

to edgar allen poe.

you are 200 today!

YES!

i will be in alabama february 13-19.
it may not be hot but it's alabama!
i guess shooter doesnt want me to lose weight.

in case anyone has ever wondered...
it's impossible to do any kind of exercise in
the same room as shooter.



IMPOSSIBLE.
i rode stoney today. and started EATING BETTER.
i am also taking slimquick.
we'll see if it does anything.


soooo stoney is great i love him.
when i went to pick his feet
he grabbed the back of my pants and pulled
them! LOL! i laughed so hard
and we were by ourselves.
then i scratched his forehead and
he fell asleep.

he was kinda fresh today because
he wasn't ridden in a couple days
and he was zoomzoomin.
i got a good workout, though.

then i went to work 2-6.
it sucked.
i did sudoku [almost] the entire time.


also, i have quit smoking.
:].

it's a new year, for sure.

note on table from boo.

"i went to visti[visit] my poppop
honey baby sweetie choconilla pie.

brb not sure when
LOLZ

zanga zaza."


LOL WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FORRRR!

recovering;

from a state of mush.

we just saw benjamin button,
and i cried. and cried.
i am very good at crying quietly.
from much experience of crying
too loudly.
it's sad that you can cry too loud.
it's one of the most powerful emotions.
the feeling you get when you try NOT
to cry. it's much harder than containing
happiness or anger. for me, anyways.
but i digress...
the movie was great.
and touching.

go see it.
you will cry.


-mints.

love.



i think they're awesome.

shooter&i danced to the whole album
this morning before i got dressed.

heez.

just ate @ the cheesecake factory with killa.
i missed her so much.
then she went to work and i drove home smiling.
i felt like i was going on a date,
because i was excited to see her after so
long.

hopefully we get to chill more asap.

-mints.
i am addicted to sudoku.
i had a short day today 8-330,
instead of 8-430. and it was
scheduled that way!
so i'm going to cuddle up in bed
and play sudoku until my boo gets home.

oy.

so i haven't written really in a few days.
had a really good ride on friday,
i rode monty again. i love him.
when i was getting him tacked up
and i was petting his face, he rested
his chin on my shoulder and just kept it there
til i moved. he is so sweet.

well then i realized i locked my keys
in my car. which is weird because i NEVER
lock my car @ riding.
so i had to call my dad, call derek at work,
have derek call my dad. my dad went and got
derek's house key from him @ work and came here
[i waited like an hour&a half]
to look for my spare car key but he couldnt
find it so he used all his tools he had
in his truck to try and open my door
and none of them worked!
[which is weird cos last winter derek's
car key opened MY car door.]
so then my dad drove me to tops, i ran in
&got dereks house key again cos my dad took
it back to him,
came in &found my spare, then my dad
drove me ALL the way back out to the farm
and i drove all the way to my sister's
to give her my "rent" and then i
drove back to derek's.
in my riding clothes the entire time.
and didn't eat until i got back here.
and even then, derek was all set up to
make a pizza, and i realized i left his
cookie pan @ my sister's. so i went and bought
him a pizza pan from tops &THEN we ate.
it was a rough day. lol.


mikki is on vacation so i have to "manage"
the floral dept. this week. i like when i have
all the responsibilities. i still have monday and
tuesday off though! nice! but i have to come in
friday after horseback riding... at 2.
i usually get back here @ 1:30ish so it's gonna
be a rush. and i'm gonna smell like ponies.
that's okay though.
still have to save for disney world!
hopefully we will be going this summer.

i would have really loved to show at the erie county
fair this year but i just don't think i'll be able to afford it.
i got rid of my show boots, and my jacket&shirt don't fit me anymore,
i need a show helmet [i actually need a new helmet in general],
and i would need new pants, because mine are just lesson pants.
all this not to mention the show&shipping fees, etc, etc.
not this year, i guess. unless my parents foot it,
i doubt it, though. i need too much. i'll just accumulate
my show gear over the next year when i have the money
to spend, and save money to show next year.
i should wait til i'm in better shape anyways haha.
i'm going to start jogging/walking at least once a week,
because i need more exercise than just riding one day a week.
and i think it will help my riding to be in better shape.
my legs are getting stronger again, though...
i can tell when i'm riding. yussss.


well i'mmm going to go play my ds.
&wait for my boo to get out of the shower.

-mints.

i've just realized something.

and it makes me sad.


okay well now i'm going to horseback
riding to ride&think about this.


-PMS